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Wednesday 30 September 2015

questions



It's been a while since I've written something here. I'm in my final year of high school and as you can imagine, things are pretty hectic right now. September has passed insanely fast. It kind of scares me - knowing that there are only six more months ahead of me before I graduate. Six months to figure out everything for myself. I try not to get overwhelemed by that thought but sometimes it's really hard not to. I've always dreamt of the freedom that graduating gives but when it's finally around the corner I freak the heck out. Should I go to university in Poland or try to fulfil my dreams and go abroad? Denmark, Canada, Great Britain? Where to go? What to do? Maybe I should take a gap year? And will I be able to do the things that actually make me happy? If so, will I be able to sustain myself doing them? I have so many questions but not so many answers. In the times of doubt, I go to a place safe and silent, to a place where I can breath and make myself believe that it actually will be alright. Because it will be alright.